Alive 
… and my first post of 2018 (it’s only June 
)
I took a step back from social media for a while, cause these 6 months have been inside-out change….. January – March in New Zealand, April in England, and the last two months back in Trieste.
And so much has happened…
I went to New Zealand for an 11 day course on Maori Culture and Healing… the most transformative and loving initiation into a land and a people… that made it impossible to leave for the next 3 months…
I — excrutiatingly far outside of my comfort zone — taught a module on Healing Shame in an amazing course on Saturn with NPA.
And made the hardest decision to take a turn and hand in my notice working for Kaypacha and New Paradigm, after a life-changing one and a half years 
I spent seemingly boundless time in the New Zealand bush, mountains and by the ocean with the people and families I met through the Maori learning (whaanau, I love you )
I came back to England to family time, and some tough inner work… deep, necessary processing…
And through it all – in a (hard) cocoon of transformation – I mostly took myself offline, only coming on sporadically. And, as much as I needed it, lost touch with so many people and friends…
And to those I disconnected with or haven’t responded to in all this time… just know I’m back and I’m comin for you
Right now I’m in love with these Summer days in Trieste …working on my new site… and the unfolding future… And since NZ have reconnected with one of my Maori teachers, Te Kaha, his wife Christina and 3 children – who all became dear friends and who I’m now working with on helping share Te Kaha’s gifts and ancient teachings as far and wide as possible… as they so deserve, and as is so much needed right now on 
… With many events organised so far this Summer in London 
(come along if you’re around!!)
… Now to relearn this online thing 
Sending deep love and healing to everyone on this Summer Solstice.
